Who Is Stressed?

Hi guys.

It's super late already and I'm still up. I'm so nervous for the Board Meeting tomorrow, I can't sleep. First time ko ateng magreport sa Board namin. This isn't the normal Mancom meeting that we have monthly. Yun halos gamay ko na. Eto, no. The attendees are big time. Major big time. As in super big time, hindi ko sila kilala. Lol. 

Wagas naman kasi ang timing of informing me that I'll be reporting. I was told after lunch kanina.

BOSS: Board meeting bukas. Ireport mo yung blah blah blah.

ME: Bukas po sir?

BOSS: Oo bukas. Eto yung mga magaattend dun.

He showed me the list. I read the names but aside from him, the president and the chairman, wala na ako kilala dun.

ME: Ano pong board meeting?

Stupid question amp.

He gave me the report/minutes of the previous board meeting.

BOSS: Ayan, basahin mo yan. Yan ang mga dinidiscuss sa board meeting. Ireport mo yung blah blah blah.

ME: Bukas po ito sir?

BOSS: Oo.

Looking back now, I'm thankful hindi niya ako kinaltukan sa kulit ko. Sorry naman kasi. I'm still digesting the info that I'll be reporting sa Board meeting the next day. Eh wala nang 24 hours until then eh!

Pero wag kayo. Siyempre kanina when my boss was telling me about it, mega confident ang lola mo. No trace of panic sa fez. Paulit ulit lang ang questions ko (he must've noticed that) pero poker face pa din. After we talked, pagkatalikod ko sa kanya, dun na nagsink in. My stomach started hurting from the stress of just thinking about it. Para kong gusto magLBM ng twenty times.

I walked back to my office with my head and stomach reeling. Eto. Etong eto yung napapanood ko sa commercial ng mga anti-stress vitamins. Etong eto talaga yun. 

With no time to waste, I started with my report. I finished it kanina lang. Gusto ko siyang dalhin sa simbahan at ipa-bless. OMG. Sana tama ito. I hope I'll do well tomorrow.

Ika nga ng bestfriend ko, kayang kaya ko daw ito kasi wala nang ibang nakaka-alam about that report more than me. Trabaho ko yan. I know that like the back of my hand. Diyosko. Yun lang ang masasabi ko.

Parang volleyball game lang yan eh. Before the game, I have the jitters. As in, mega nervous to the max. But once I step inside the court, all the nervousness disappears. Game time na eh. Ganyan din tomorrow. Mawawala itong kaba ko pagnakasalang na ako. Good luck to me.

And syet, I don't have anything to wear pa pala tomorrow! I didn't buy a new outfit because I wanted to wear something na lucky for me. So bukas, I'll be wearing my lucky panty, lucky bra, lucky dress, lucky shoes and lucky face. Choz.

Speaking of outfit, this was what I was wearing kanina:

Top: Mango; Pants: from Divisoria; Shoes: Payless

And this is what I'm having for my midnight snack...

Suhol ni Sombrero yan. I waited for him kasi for dinner. By the time he arrived, which was well past dinner time, I was dying of hunger na. Ang init na ng ulo ko. He offered to buy me my favorite meal at Starbucks. Konti lang, bumigay na din ako. I can never say no to an iced Green Tea Latte with Hazelnut syrup and Chicken Pesto and Mushroom sandwich =)

Osha mga bakla, gotta go. Please wish me luck for tomorrow ha? Please cross your fingers, toes and eyes for me.

See you soon! Mwah!