Guilty Momma

This is what I come home to every night..

I feel so guilty. I've been so busy these past few days that I come home past Anika's bedtime. She used to sleep around 8:30pm in the evening however these two weeks, 7-7:30 pa lang, she's asleep na. 

When I arrive at home, I clean myself then go straight to my sleeping baby. I lay down beside her hoping she will feel me even though she's sleeping. I kiss her chubby cheeks repeatedly, being careful at the same time not to wake her up.

Girlie told us this morning that Anika can already sleep without being cradled. It takes her a longer time to fall asleep but at least she doesn't cry. I want to try putting her to sleep that way myself. Hopefully, she's still awake when we get home after the first Wednesday mass that we will attend after work tonight.

The cons of a working mom sucks... big time..